What the idea of being overly conscious comes down to is the internal thoughts of the narrator. The entirety of "Notes From Underground" is the thoughts of the narrator in print, however the instance I described is a very specific instance of this concept of being overly conscious.
I would have to ultimately agree, but I have a somewhat different approach.
The narrator asks in
Notes: "Is man not perhaps so fond of chaos and destruction...because he is instinctively afraid of reaching the goal and completing the building he is erecting?" Perhaps when one realizes his objective, furthermore the triviality of what is most commonly considered a goal or objective, and becomes truly lucid in his journey to attain it, he regresses back to a state of inherent anarchy and self-conflict, the shattered, ungrateful state of human mind that goes so deep as to reject the notion of civilization, a mentality of brooding and recession from society, as the narrator is. Perhaps, in the narrator's mind, when one becomes aware of the mental, imaginative, or logical will which allows to germinate such concepts of accomplishment, which gives us the idea that we may be able to bestow something upon the earth that could possibly lead to
something true, we have reached his ideal of being overly conscious, that is continually played out by his musings.
This is what I see the narrator's notion of being overly-conscious is. I am always open to developmental criticism.