Back to Brother Cemetery..

Incomprehensibility.
This leads one to doubt.
In order to advance one must speculate.
The absurd then fights with the understood.
Now christianity is no guessing, no approximation.
For in truth the leap of faith is the conscious choice
of the individual.
To choose this thing called christ this event in history.
But choice conscious & impossibly difficult can be deserted
So the option of desertation is validation of freedom in choice. One can choose either/or and neither.
Freewill is the experience that tells us we need our bodies and the world.
For without love one can not know hate.
Without beauty one would not know the repugnant.
Without the finite one could never know the infinite.
How to other creatures we must seem like gods.
Our bodies gifts to experience freewill true freedom.
What power how beautifully sacred.
Man means existence in the now. Man as a complete whole
is between. Man is free to choose.
Brother Cemetery tells us man is plagued by this one truth..
That-
"Existential dialectic, especially in the form of double-
reflection, cannot be communicated directly."
To attempt so, is to attempt so objectively.
To approach God with rational mind or objectively
leads to nihilism...
God is a subject.
Man is a subject.
One must approach them..
Subjectively.
This is Solovyev- "positivism is the perception that all can be
reduced to object truth, positivism is a lie."
Man and his freedom come from
The inbetween of Object and Subject.
God is a subject not an object.
Now comes the master--
Dostoevsky.